"I get very dark moods for no reason. Nothing in particular brings it on. You can be having the best time of your life and yet you’re utterly and totally miserable. I get very anti-social, depressed and irritable with people. I don’t have time for them. I can’t make phone calls and stuff. I just sit on my own for days."
I was raised catholic, I’m still catholic. I don’t agree with every little thing in it but I don’t see the point in changing it because no religion is perfect. I do have doubts sometimes but I think there has to be god or a higher power. There are too many mysteries in the world to not have something like that… and yea I pretty much believe everything what catholics believe. I just don’t take everything literally like the bible and I don’t have a stand on abortion even though “I should be against it”… I just try to make sure that I feel I can live with myself in the choices I make.
Last year was a blur.. The summer was a mess and everything went by fast. I experienced some highs and some definite lows but over all its part of the past. I’d rather not talk about last year it was definitely not the best.